G'day mate!

I don't know what I'm going to do with my life now. I had the most amazing time travelling around parts of Australia (mainly the East coast) and I've come back not sure what to do now. Is it the end for me? I have such a longing to live though, that I'm sure it can't be. It's just that I don't want to go back to uni and I haven't told my parents yet. I don't know what I want to do. But i'm so unhappy, and I know I need to get out of this place, away from these people and this way of life. It's not doing me any good and i'm too tired to keep fighting all the battles through it. I just want to be happy, feel like I'm free and then I'll be able to figure it all out with a clear head. I hope for love too, because i'm tired of looking and hurting because of it. I want to tell all about my three weeks on the other side of the world, and I will in another post soon, before I forget.

In the meantime, i've seen tons of movies. Wish I could find a good version of The Time Traveler's Wife and Sorority Row online. The ending episodes of True Blood were good, and new Gossip Girl is exciting. Never a dull moment for Chuck and Blair :D
I have a new true bonding with country music, Rihanna saved my life with her songs Please Don't Stop The Music, We Ride and Shut Up And Drive on the plane. I listened to a bit of Britney and Lily as well as my normal mp3 music. Didn't hear a lot of The Veronicas there sadly. Currently The Letter To Japan by The Bird and The Bee is one of the reoccuring songs on my playlist. My room is still a mess, need to sort things out and find a plan on how to tell my parents. It's scary, as is my love life... but none of that for now.