Where did I go right? How did I get you? How come all this blue sky is around me, and you found me?

I have a sore throat, I thought my mouth was just dry yesterday, but now it's proper sore and I have a headache. With that outbrake of the swine flu, it's scary. I mean, I was traveling with many people on the train yesterday that could have returned from an infected area. Eeep. But the media is just pushing it a bit I know, but still it is a real worry.

I miss the warmth and sun, this week it's mostly rain and the temperature has dropped. I miss blue skies and radiance, and hopefully it will be back soon. But then, if the last few years are anything to go by, the summer is only going to be full of rain. Turns out I don't need that hand held fan now, lol. It's almost the end of April and it's like things are really moving on. I've basically got all the details to my exams so I just need to talk to someone to sort out Special Situations or whatever. We played a bout of Who Wants To Be A Biological Psychology Millionaire. I actually was surprised that I'd remembered more than I thought, I got about 85-90% of the quiz right and I was happy. Just some of the harder questions I have to remember, but I definitely think I can pass. I really should go see my tutor though, make sure I can actually sit the exams.

Well, I'm having frozen food for dinner, making sure I drink plenty of fluids for my sore throat. Probably have yoghurt or cake for afters. I actually forgot my cheese, milk and plain yoghurt at home. Grr. I'm hungry after seeing a calzone on Hollyoaks, haha. Should go eat after it.

I'm so thankful that I have a boyfriend so kind and understanding. He says i'm not to blame for my issues and problems and that he'll always support me and care for me. I'm so glad we're together and that everything's cool. It makes me smile and want to give so much, that I have this love, that it's everything i've dreamed of. I'm finally getting something big. I appreciate it more than anything, I love him more than anything. We say that and we mean it, truly mean it. I'm never letting it go, no matter what.