Straight Jacket Strategy.

I swear I've been on a ride like that before. Can't remember where though, possibly Disney?

Eh, things suck again and I don't seem to want to write much again. I thought summer was supposed to help but I guess it's only being a pain in the you know what. It's been a sunny, warm day. I was out in the garden earlier, taking lovely pictures and feeling the warmth of the sun. It was nice until Jeanette (neighbour) caught me taking pictures and obviously thought I was weird or something haha. Well nothing much is new, I don't know what I'm doing. I didn't realise that I'm off to Italy in a week and 3 days. It's like a 6am flight so got to get up at 4am again. Sucks much really. Probably won't get any sleep, we're normally all stressed out and packing and sorting things out last minute lolz.

Ugh. I've gained some weight. Supposed to be LOSING weight! Grr. I think the doughballs last night did it. I was extremely full after those. I need to eat some mango later and I don't know what my mum's going to bother making for dinner. Apparently I have to cook for all of us once a week, haha. We'll see about that. Hopefully she'll forget about that one. I just can't be bothered really. I want to go on the Wii Fit at some point, do some jogging and stuff to lose the weight again.

Hmm, music music music. I sent him another big email last night which he hasn't replied to so you know... it's all over with that one :(
Things have got to calm.....

....... Right?